Highschool lasts forever

. "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness.." 

I remember quoting Charles Dickens' "A Tale of two cities" during my audition for the debate team of our school last year. And eight months later, I was awarded as Debater of the year. Debate is one of the things I missed doing. I wish I could go back to highschool where my friends and I would laugh and have fun endlessly. I miss those long talks and unending adventures. 
After our graduation I felt a very deep anguish inside me. Looking at my teachers, friends, classmates and schoolmates for the last time was a very heart breaking moment. Knowing that there were lots of possibilities was of grave concern then; such as when my bestfriend told me that she won't be staying in Iligan for long. The plan was to move to Butuan for college. That idea was hugely an upsetting one. Neither of us (me and my friends) would be in the same school nor the same course.  That was pretty sad.

College is a very different world for me. No room for my immaturity, I can bear with that. What I couldn't imagine is the fact that I no longer have my friends or "barkadas" with me. 

I can see the positive side, though,  like I always do, fortunately. :) Haha

The Lord has been very good to me. He provided me new friends and my churchmates.  Their presence quenched my deep craving for friends.  The student ministry of our church has been a blessing to my life. It kept me fulfilled and occupied.

I can see that college has no place for my immaturity, and therefore forced me to change. I can say now that I am a little different than last school year. 

I can say that I am no longer a girl;  I am already a lady.

I realized that having a "crush" is just a waste of time and I've been wasting my time for the past years for that. It's not just worth it. 

I see that patience is indeed a virtue. I know that Love can wait. I believe, that the Lord, if ever He'll let me marry, already reserved that perfect guy for me. So, no need to hurry :) Love is waiting, 'till its right.

I hope my friends and I would be reunited, and when that happens I would cherish every minute of it.

'till we meet again.

By your dearest kimuy, now a kolehiyala. :))